ISSF was the best thing that happened to me this year =)
it was such an awesome week met so many new people and made new friends ^^
Most importantly i fell in love again, So this post is dedicated to you (you can dedicate posts right? haha)
I love you Yina Xiao
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Friday, June 25, 2010
Monday, June 21, 2010
Friday, June 18, 2010
What can you say about the first person you fell for?
I love her, so much that it hurts....
Could you go a whole year without cursing?
nope
Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
definitely sadder
Is life getting better or worse?
stable at the moment....
Have you ever got a D or F on your report card?
yep. no one's perfect
Will this week be a good one?
Saturday should be awesome ^^
If someone warns you about someone, do you listen?
mostly yes, i then confirm it myself.
Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?
i don't care, though i take showers in the morning before school
Does the last person you held hands with mean a lot to you?
yes....she's was the one of the reasons life was worth living....she gave me happiness....and took it all away....
Are you waiting on anyone’s call right now?
nope
Have you texted an ex in the past 48 hours?
nope
Do you secretly like someone?
i like someone and no its not a secret
Is there a person of the opposite gender on your mind?
yes, always
Your mom kicks you out, who you gonna call?
i dunno...
Whats better, beautiful eyes or a beautiful smile?
prefer the smile, though they'd be both good
Is there anything you’re holding back and not saying to someone?
yes....
Are you wasting your time on someone?
yes...but i cant stop....
Has anyone lied to you today?
not that I know of
Would you ever smile at a stranger?
yep
you are home alone do you still close the door when you shower?
no shit >.>
Have you ever hugged a complete stranger?
nope
What do you bite on more, your tongue, lip, or nails?
lip
The person you have the strongest feelings for dies, do you care?
you wouldnt want to know what i'd do...."she's was the one of the reasons life was worth living"
Have you told anybody you loved them today and meant it?
nope
Do you prefer drinking water from a bottle or from the sink?
bottle
Who are you?
Describe how you feel right now in one word?
shit/depressed (as per usual)
Do you want to get married one day?
one day yes
Has someone ever made you a big promise & broke it?
not that i can remember
What were you doing at 12 am last night?
sleep
Did you cry today?
nope
Do you swallow gum when you’re done with it?
never
Are all of your friends in relationships?
nope
The last person you kissed calls you, what are they calling you for?
there is no one >.>
Are you okay with answering personal questions?
yeah mostly, if its someone i trust
Is your best friend single?
i dont have a best friend...anymore
Would you go out in public looking like you do right now?
yep
Do you wish someone would turn up at your front door right now?
yes....her....or...maybe...not
Who was the last person you had a face to face conversation with?
Did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 48 hours?
kiss never, hug yes
When you say you don’t care do you mean it?
yes if its something trivial,
Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
no shit
Do you like to take walks?
no not really
What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
on a bus to marion
Have you ever cried cause you were so mad?
nope
Have you ever wasted too much time on a girl?
I have right now....7 months and counting
What is your favorite thing about the beach?
If you could run away to any place, where would you go?
anywhere but here, as long as i still have her....
What is your biggest regret?
...lets...just say its something to do with her....
Have you ever been so hurt that you wanted to stop feeling completely?
yes....right now
Are you a cold/shut off person?
i can be
Would you rather play sports or watch them?
rather play, but i dont mind both
Where do you go when you just need to get away?
my room
Will you be in a relationship in the next couple months?
i dont think i want one.....i dont think i ever want to fall in love again....its too painful...
Are you a jealous person?
i can be
Give me some lyrics to the song your listening to?
刮风这天 我试过握着你手
gua feng zhe tian wo shi guo wo zhe ni shou
That day that the wind blew I tried to hold your hand
但偏偏 雨渐渐
dan pian pian yu jian jian
But unfortunetly, the rain kept on
大到我看你不见
da dao wo kan ni bu jian
Falling until I couldn’t see you
还要多久 我才能在你身边
hai yao duo jiu wo cai neng zai ni shen bian
How much longer until I can be beside you again?
等待放晴的那天 也许我会比较好一点
deng dai fang qing de na tian ye xu wo hui bi jiao hao yi dian
Waiting for the day to turn clear, maybe I’ll be a little better then
从前从前 有个人爱你很久
cong qian cong qian you ge ren ai ni hen jiu
Long ago, a person loved you for so long
但偏偏 风渐渐
dan pian pian feng jian jian
But unfortunetly, the wind kept on
把距离吹得好远
ba ju li chui de hao yuan
Blowing, widening the gap so much further
好不容易 又能再多爱一天
hao bu rong yi you neng zai duo ai yi tian
So difficult, (I have) another day to love again
但故事的最后你好像还是说了拜拜
dan gu shi de zui hou ni hao xiang shuo le bai bai
But it seems that, at the end of the tale you still said, “Goodbye”
I love her, so much that it hurts....
Could you go a whole year without cursing?
nope
Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
definitely sadder
Is life getting better or worse?
stable at the moment....
Have you ever got a D or F on your report card?
yep. no one's perfect
Will this week be a good one?
Saturday should be awesome ^^
If someone warns you about someone, do you listen?
mostly yes, i then confirm it myself.
Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?
i don't care, though i take showers in the morning before school
Does the last person you held hands with mean a lot to you?
yes....she's was the one of the reasons life was worth living....she gave me happiness....and took it all away....
Are you waiting on anyone’s call right now?
nope
Have you texted an ex in the past 48 hours?
nope
Do you secretly like someone?
i like someone and no its not a secret
Is there a person of the opposite gender on your mind?
yes, always
Your mom kicks you out, who you gonna call?
i dunno...
Whats better, beautiful eyes or a beautiful smile?
prefer the smile, though they'd be both good
Is there anything you’re holding back and not saying to someone?
yes....
Are you wasting your time on someone?
yes...but i cant stop....
Has anyone lied to you today?
not that I know of
Would you ever smile at a stranger?
yep
you are home alone do you still close the door when you shower?
no shit >.>
Have you ever hugged a complete stranger?
nope
What do you bite on more, your tongue, lip, or nails?
lip
The person you have the strongest feelings for dies, do you care?
you wouldnt want to know what i'd do...."she's was the one of the reasons life was worth living"
Have you told anybody you loved them today and meant it?
nope
Do you prefer drinking water from a bottle or from the sink?
bottle
Who are you?
a person...
Describe how you feel right now in one word?
shit/depressed (as per usual)
Do you want to get married one day?
one day yes
Has someone ever made you a big promise & broke it?
not that i can remember
What were you doing at 12 am last night?
sleep
Did you cry today?
nope
Do you swallow gum when you’re done with it?
never
Are all of your friends in relationships?
nope
The last person you kissed calls you, what are they calling you for?
there is no one >.>
Are you okay with answering personal questions?
yeah mostly, if its someone i trust
Is your best friend single?
i dont have a best friend...anymore
Would you go out in public looking like you do right now?
yep
Do you know what you want to be when you grow up?
something in medicine...
something in medicine...
Do you wish someone would turn up at your front door right now?
yes....her....or...maybe...not
Who was the last person you had a face to face conversation with?
cant remember
Do you sleep with anything?
nope
What are you drinking?
water
Love really is a beautiful thing, huh?
yes.....but right now....no
Did anything dramatic go down yesterday?
nope
Are you afraid to stay home all alone?
I'm not afraid I just get bored
Does the person you like, like you back?
no...not even the slightest....=(
Have you ever walked away from someone who was yelling at you?
no shit
Do you ignore people when you’re mad/upset with them?
sometimes, normally its the cold quick reply thingo
Do you sleep with anything?
nope
What are you drinking?
water
Love really is a beautiful thing, huh?
yes.....but right now....no
Did anything dramatic go down yesterday?
nope
Are you afraid to stay home all alone?
I'm not afraid I just get bored
Does the person you like, like you back?
no...not even the slightest....=(
Have you ever walked away from someone who was yelling at you?
no shit
Do you ignore people when you’re mad/upset with them?
sometimes, normally its the cold quick reply thingo
Did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 48 hours?
kiss never, hug yes
When you say you don’t care do you mean it?
yes if its something trivial,
Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
no shit
Do you like to take walks?
no not really
What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
on a bus to marion
Have you ever cried cause you were so mad?
nope
Have you ever wasted too much time on a girl?
I have right now....7 months and counting
What is your favorite thing about the beach?
nothing
If you could run away to any place, where would you go?
anywhere but here, as long as i still have her....
What is your biggest regret?
...lets...just say its something to do with her....
Have you ever been so hurt that you wanted to stop feeling completely?
yes....right now
Are you a cold/shut off person?
i can be
Would you rather play sports or watch them?
rather play, but i dont mind both
Where do you go when you just need to get away?
my room
Will you be in a relationship in the next couple months?
i dont think i want one.....i dont think i ever want to fall in love again....its too painful...
Are you a jealous person?
i can be
Give me some lyrics to the song your listening to?
刮风这天 我试过握着你手
gua feng zhe tian wo shi guo wo zhe ni shou
That day that the wind blew I tried to hold your hand
但偏偏 雨渐渐
dan pian pian yu jian jian
But unfortunetly, the rain kept on
大到我看你不见
da dao wo kan ni bu jian
Falling until I couldn’t see you
还要多久 我才能在你身边
hai yao duo jiu wo cai neng zai ni shen bian
How much longer until I can be beside you again?
等待放晴的那天 也许我会比较好一点
deng dai fang qing de na tian ye xu wo hui bi jiao hao yi dian
Waiting for the day to turn clear, maybe I’ll be a little better then
从前从前 有个人爱你很久
cong qian cong qian you ge ren ai ni hen jiu
Long ago, a person loved you for so long
但偏偏 风渐渐
dan pian pian feng jian jian
But unfortunetly, the wind kept on
把距离吹得好远
ba ju li chui de hao yuan
Blowing, widening the gap so much further
好不容易 又能再多爱一天
hao bu rong yi you neng zai duo ai yi tian
So difficult, (I have) another day to love again
但故事的最后你好像还是说了拜拜
dan gu shi de zui hou ni hao xiang shuo le bai bai
But it seems that, at the end of the tale you still said, “Goodbye”
Whats the first thing you thought of this morning?
more sleep
If you could go back in time, how far back would you go?
2009,term 2, aviation museum excursion day, train ride back to school.....back to when it first started....so i can set things right....
more sleep
If you could go back in time, how far back would you go?
2009,term 2, aviation museum excursion day, train ride back to school.....back to when it first started....so i can set things right....
Monday, June 14, 2010
Saturday, June 12, 2010
LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: Soonlee
Birth Date: 04/10/93
Current Location: bedroom ;D
Hair Color: black
Righty/Lefty: righty
LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.
Your fear: loosing the people I love
Goals you’d like to achieve: finish year 12
LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: sleep, sleep....why the hell do i have to get out of bed >.>
Your best physical feature: dunno....
Your bed time: when i finish homework or when i feel like it
Your most missed memory: that time i spent with her....
LAYER 4: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi..though i dont really mind either
McDonald’s or Hungry Jacks? Hungry Jacks
Single or Group Dates: single
Adidas or Nike: who cares >.>
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: neither
LAYER 5: DO YOU.
Smoke: no
Cuss: when im pissed off....or just to annoy Wenonah
Take showers: every morning ^^
Have a crush: yep ....
Like school: sometimes...though now its like hell >.>
Believe in yourself: yep...if i wont then who will?
Believe what goes around comes around: its called karma kids.
Believe everything happens for a reason: yes.....though i really want to know why it happened....or why she did it..
Think you’re a health freak: nope
LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Gone to the mall: obviously >.> how else do you get stuff?
Eaten sushi: no shit >.> Do i look white to you?
Been hurt: yes.....to the point of no recovery
Dyed your hair: As much as it looks like i have ...I HAVENT PEOPLE! >.>
LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER.
Played a stripping game: wouldnt you like to know ;D...i'll tell you if you play ;P
Kissed the same sex: fuck no...never have and never will >.>
Gotten beaten up: nope
Changed who you were to fit in: nope
LAYER 8: GETTING OLD.
Age you’re hoping to be married by: dont care atm... not relevant
Number of kids you’re planning on having: 1 or 2
LAYER 9: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye color: not fussed....but i'd say brown
hair color: black
short or long hair: as long as it looks good
Fat or fit: not super fit.. just normal
Name: Soonlee
Birth Date: 04/10/93
Current Location: bedroom ;D
Hair Color: black
Righty/Lefty: righty
LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.
Your fear: loosing the people I love
Goals you’d like to achieve: finish year 12
LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: sleep, sleep....why the hell do i have to get out of bed >.>
Your best physical feature: dunno....
Your bed time: when i finish homework or when i feel like it
Your most missed memory: that time i spent with her....
LAYER 4: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi..though i dont really mind either
McDonald’s or Hungry Jacks? Hungry Jacks
Single or Group Dates: single
Adidas or Nike: who cares >.>
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: neither
LAYER 5: DO YOU.
Smoke: no
Cuss: when im pissed off....or just to annoy Wenonah
Take showers: every morning ^^
Have a crush: yep ....
Like school: sometimes...though now its like hell >.>
Believe in yourself: yep...if i wont then who will?
Believe what goes around comes around: its called karma kids.
Believe everything happens for a reason: yes.....though i really want to know why it happened....or why she did it..
Think you’re a health freak: nope
LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Gone to the mall: obviously >.> how else do you get stuff?
Eaten sushi: no shit >.> Do i look white to you?
Been hurt: yes.....to the point of no recovery
Dyed your hair: As much as it looks like i have ...I HAVENT PEOPLE! >.>
LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER.
Played a stripping game: wouldnt you like to know ;D...i'll tell you if you play ;P
Kissed the same sex: fuck no...never have and never will >.>
Gotten beaten up: nope
Changed who you were to fit in: nope
LAYER 8: GETTING OLD.
Age you’re hoping to be married by: dont care atm... not relevant
Number of kids you’re planning on having: 1 or 2
LAYER 9: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye color: not fussed....but i'd say brown
hair color: black
short or long hair: as long as it looks good
Fat or fit: not super fit.. just normal
Looks or personality: personality, the looks are a bonus (freaking Wenonah took my line >.>)
Fun or serious: a mix
LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 MINUTE AGO: surfing the net (fb/msn)
1 HOUR AGO: the same
1 WEEK AGO: homework
1 YEAR AGO: sleeping.
LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I FEEL: tired/exhausted/depressed (as per usual)
I HATE: what she did....
I LOVE: her...
I HIDE: many things....only a few people know the real me i'd say
I NEED: to get over her
I WANT: sleep lol
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Your favorite song atm? Love Ya- SS501
Your least favorite song? There are to many to name =.=
A song that makes you sad? Torn Apart- Shiro Sagisu (instrumental)
A song that reminds you of someone? Heartbeat- 2PM
A song that reminds you of a certain event? 我落淚，情緒零碎- Jay Chou
A song that you know all the words? 杀手- JJ Lin
A song from your favorite group? Without U- 2PM
A song from a band you hate: Gee- Girls Generation >.< (horrible)
A song that describes you? Without U- 2PM/ 晴天- Jay chou.....i could list more....
A song from your favorite album? 夜曲- Jay Chou from November's chopin 十一月的蕭邦
A song that you listen to when you’re angry? Any hardstyle song on my playlist
A song that you listen to when you’re sad? 小雨写立可白 II- Jay Chou- Secret OST
A song that you want to play at your funeral? 죽어도 못 보내 (Can't Let You Go Even If You Die)- 2PM lol
A song that you can play on an instrument? 小雨写立可白 II- Jay Chou- Secret OST (piano)
A song that you wish you could play? wedding dress- taeyang (for gamen cause she wants me to play it for her)
Your favorite song at this time last year?....cant remember
Your least favorite song? There are to many to name =.=
A song that makes you sad? Torn Apart- Shiro Sagisu (instrumental)
A song that reminds you of someone? Heartbeat- 2PM
A song that reminds you of a certain event? 我落淚，情緒零碎- Jay Chou
A song that you know all the words? 杀手- JJ Lin
A song from your favorite group? Without U- 2PM
A song from a band you hate: Gee- Girls Generation >.< (horrible)
A song that describes you? Without U- 2PM/ 晴天- Jay chou.....i could list more....
A song from your favorite album? 夜曲- Jay Chou from November's chopin 十一月的蕭邦
A song that you listen to when you’re angry? Any hardstyle song on my playlist
A song that you listen to when you’re sad? 小雨写立可白 II- Jay Chou- Secret OST
A song that you want to play at your funeral? 죽어도 못 보내 (Can't Let You Go Even If You Die)- 2PM lol
A song that you can play on an instrument? 小雨写立可白 II- Jay Chou- Secret OST (piano)
A song that you wish you could play? wedding dress- taeyang (for gamen cause she wants me to play it for her)
Your favorite song at this time last year?....cant remember
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