What can you say about the first person you fell for?
I love her, so much that it hurts....

Could you go a whole year without cursing?
nope

Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
definitely sadder

Is life getting better or worse?
stable at the moment....

Have you ever got a D or F on your report card?
yep. no one's perfect

Will this week be a good one?
Saturday should be awesome ^^

If someone warns you about someone, do you listen?
mostly yes, i then confirm it myself.

Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?
i don't care, though i take showers in the morning before school

Does the last person you held hands with mean a lot to you?
yes....she's was the one of the reasons life was worth living....she gave me happiness....and took it all away....

Are you waiting on anyone’s call right now?
nope

Have you texted an ex in the past 48 hours?
nope

Do you secretly like someone?
i like someone and no its not a secret

Is there a person of the opposite gender on your mind?
yes, always

Your mom kicks you out, who you gonna call?
i dunno...

Whats better, beautiful eyes or a beautiful smile?
prefer the smile, though they'd be both good

Is there anything you’re holding back and not saying to someone?
yes....

Are you wasting your time on someone?
yes...but i cant stop....

Has anyone lied to you today?
not that I know of

Would you ever smile at a stranger?
yep

you are home alone do you still close the door when you shower?
no shit >.>


Have you ever hugged a complete stranger?
nope

What do you bite on more, your tongue, lip, or nails?
lip

The person you have the strongest feelings for dies, do you care?
you wouldnt want to know what i'd do...."she's was the one of the reasons life was worth living"

Have you told anybody you loved them today and meant it?
nope

Do you prefer drinking water from a bottle or from the sink?
bottle

Who are you?

a person...

Describe how you feel right now in one word?
shit/depressed (as per usual)

Do you want to get married one day?
one day yes

Has someone ever made you a big promise & broke it?
not that i can remember

What were you doing at 12 am last night?
sleep

Did you cry today?
nope

Do you swallow gum when you’re done with it?
never

Are all of your friends in relationships?
nope

The last person you kissed calls you, what are they calling you for?
there is no one >.>

Are you okay with answering personal questions?
yeah mostly, if its someone i trust

Is your best friend single?
i dont have a best friend...anymore

Would you go out in public looking like you do right now?
yep

Do you know what you want to be when you grow up?
something in medicine...

Do you wish someone would turn up at your front door right now?
yes....her....or...maybe...not

Who was the last person you had a face to face conversation with?

cant remember

Do you sleep with anything?
nope

What are you drinking?
water

Love really is a beautiful thing, huh?
yes.....but right now....no

Did anything dramatic go down yesterday?
nope

Are you afraid to stay home all alone?
I'm not afraid I just get bored

Does the person you like, like you back?
no...not even the slightest....=(

Have you ever walked away from someone who was yelling at you?
no shit

Do you ignore people when you’re mad/upset with them?
sometimes, normally its the cold quick reply thingo

Did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 48 hours?
kiss never, hug yes

When you say you don’t care do you mean it?
yes if its something trivial,

Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
no shit

Do you like to take walks?
no not really

What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
on a bus to marion

Have you ever cried cause you were so mad?
nope

Have you ever wasted too much time on a girl?
I have right now....7 months and counting

What is your favorite thing about the beach?

nothing

If you could run away to any place, where would you go?
anywhere but here, as long as i still have her....

What is your biggest regret?
...lets...just say its something to do with her....


Have you ever been so hurt that you wanted to stop feeling completely?
yes....right now

Are you a cold/shut off person?
i can be

Would you rather play sports or watch them?
rather play, but i dont mind both

Where do you go when you just need to get away?
my room

Will you be in a relationship in the next couple months?
i dont think i want one.....i dont think i ever want to fall in love again....its too painful...

Are you a jealous person?
i can be

Give me some lyrics to the song your listening to?
刮风这天 我试过握着你手
gua feng zhe tian wo shi guo wo zhe ni shou
That day that the wind blew I tried to hold your hand

但偏偏 雨渐渐
dan pian pian yu jian jian
But unfortunetly, the rain kept on

大到我看你不见
da dao wo kan ni bu jian
Falling until I couldn’t see you

还要多久 我才能在你身边
hai yao duo jiu wo cai neng zai ni shen bian
How much longer until I can be beside you again?

等待放晴的那天 也许我会比较好一点
deng dai fang qing de na tian ye xu wo hui bi jiao hao yi dian
Waiting for the day to turn clear, maybe I’ll be a little better then

从前从前 有个人爱你很久
cong qian cong qian you ge ren ai ni hen jiu
Long ago, a person loved you for so long

但偏偏 风渐渐
dan pian pian feng jian jian
But unfortunetly, the wind kept on

把距离吹得好远
ba ju li chui de hao yuan
Blowing, widening the gap so much further

好不容易 又能再多爱一天
hao bu rong yi you neng zai duo ai yi tian
So difficult, (I have) another day to love again

但故事的最后你好像还是说了拜拜
dan gu shi de zui hou ni hao xiang shuo le bai bai
But it seems that, at the end of the tale you still said, “Goodbye”

Whats the first thing you thought of this morning?
more sleep

If you could go back in time, how far back would you go?
2009,term 2, aviation museum excursion day, train ride back to school.....back to when it first started....so i can set things right....